i love these pictures i post, but somehow i’m still a fucking loser. i’ve gained so much weight in the last month and i’m absolutely disgusted with myself. Fuck this. it’s time to actually give a shit and stop eating food that makes me hate myself after wards. Stop fucking eating when you’re not hungry and fucking workout until you sweat. It’s not that hard. Everyone else can do it. why can’t you? are you that fucking stupid? Fuck. prove ‘em wrong. yeah. you can do it. you’re not that fucking stupid. now get up off your ass and fucking run. Run until you can’t anymore. Come on. Let’s stop this now. Fuck what everyone does and says.